Junwoo Kim (21 yrs old)
Level 1 / Seoul, Korea
Written in Sep 25, 2015
When I first came and heard the lecture, I could neither understand anything nor concentrate. It seemed they were talking about odd things and my doubt just grew. After listening to the lecture, doing the meditation, and receiving a private consultation I had a private meditation session. During that session, strangely, my chest kept feeling constricted.
One or two days after I first started I thought, “Does this really work? Is this working? Did I make a mistake in coming here?” But the helper instructor explained very well and relayed the information well. So I thought, “Let’s try believing it.” It got better and better and started to work. Although my meditation is now much better than it was when I first came, I think I have more to do. Even now, it is going as well as ever. Also in terms of the lecture, once, twice, three times, four times, every time I hear it, it’s different.
It seems I will be able to feel gratitude if I continue meditating. I will have to work harder and do more meditating. I realized that as I diligently throw away one by one, I discovered more. After subtracting out my minds, I came to know that I am false. “I am the one who is really an illusion and that I really lived according to the pictures I took within my mind.” After I truly throw away ‘me’ and am born again, the universe is ‘me.’ I feel grateful.
Source: www.meditationlife.org
